Khamis, 28 Februari 2013

i wish that you wont give your full heart to him
i still wanna get back with you
but for now, i think its best for us to go on our own way

i am sorry for everything
there are time where i wish that, we can remain friend
laugh with joy
like the first time we met at McD
we talk like hours
i was really happy that time
to get to know someone like you
then we move on to the next stage
you thought that i was the one
though i insist at first
but somehow, i made up my mind
to be with you
its worth trying
and it really worth it
but then things started to change
i mean me
its not you
it was me
i dont know what change me
nothing has to do with Aya or my ex or any girl that you always thought
it was me
not you
you have give your best
your loyalty
i am loyal to you
but maybe because of my relation with those girl
how i treat them
making you feel insecure
i am sorry
last night
i was thinking that
maybe its best for us
to stay friend
until the time has really come
for me to ask you in hand
its better to be in that way
i think
i wont be hurting you over and over again
but then
i still ask you to gimme one last chance
because i know, if we are not together
there wont be US in future anymore
because i know that for you
there is no such thing as being friend with your ex
but then, i am still determine to ask you in hand
when the time has come

aku toleh ke belakang
senyum aku sendiri
melihat cerita yang berlalu pergi
baik dan buruk
pahit dan manis
senyum aku sendiri
hal kau dan aku
ku rangkul erat
jauh dalam sudut hati
senyum aku sendiri

termenung ke hadapan
kabur pandangan ku
terasa waktu berlalu perlahan
terkenang hal kau dan aku
kabur pandangan ku
cuba lupa hal kau dan dia
sayu hati

tersedar dari lamunan
aku toleh kiri dan kanan

rupanya aku masih disini
sejenak ku berfikir
hal yang berlalu
hal yang mendatang

ku berdoa
agar kau bahagia
disamping dia
ku berdoa
agar aku masih punya peluang
di kemudian hari
ku berdoa
agar kita kembali bersatu
suatu hari nanti

maafkan aku sayang

Selasa, 26 Februari 2013

song from me to you

Isnin, 25 Februari 2013

moving on

my heart was pounding hard
everything looks blur
cant even dare to lift my head up
when noticing that you are moving on
with him
he's been waiting for you all this while
sorry for wasting your love and time
for someone like me
i guess i really hurt you badly
thank you for everything
you've been very nice to me all the time
i'm sorry for the sin i did
good night my dear
the memories will always be there

p/s : i love you always

madah marah padah

kecewa dengan diri sendiri
malu dengan diri sendiri
disebabkan perbuatan diri sendiri

hilang kawan
hilang kekasih
hilang peluang

tapi aku tak curang
tapi aku yang salah
tapi aku terhimpit

diluah mati kawan
ditelan mati kekasih
dikemam mati lah aku