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Jumaat, 13 Disember 2013
EGO
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Sabtu, 30 November 2013
MATI
mati yang tenang
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Jumaat, 21 Jun 2013
210691
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Khamis, 20 Jun 2013
please
please forgive all my sin
please give me one last chance
please comeback to me
please dont go
counting the days before i really left this place for good
i'm still hoping for one last chance
to date u like we use to
movies, dinner, shopping, picnic
everything bout u are hardly vanish
i dont know why but that is the truth
tomorrow is ur birthday
i keep on reminiscing bout ur birthday party last year
how happy u were that night
smiling and laughing
how i wish that now, i had a memory lost
so that i can forget everything bout u
maybe that is just the best way to ease my mind
to forget u
just now i watch The Vow
we watch it together
do u remember?
i hope u do
i still love u
please gimme one last chance
i wont beg but i hope u can give it a try
for one last chance
that is all i'm asking
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Isnin, 27 Mei 2013
NEVER EVER
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weekend of joy
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Sabtu, 11 Mei 2013
that day
that day, i was waiting for u to come to d event
but it finished early
u need to be somewhere
for the game
i thought it can wait
sunday maybe
but then u text me
someone approach u
knowing that i wont get 2nd chance
i choose to say go to him
maybe he can make u happier
why must u ask me
u already made ur decision that time
right?
if i ask u to stay
u wont either
then u started to ask how am i doing
i lied
i lied that im okay
seeing u with him
pissed me off
why must u come with him
i can go meet u by myself
why baby why
ur happy that im being like this
right?
knowing that i am begging
u love the show right?
thank you love
thank you so much
my ego ruined me
its killing the inside
i dont know what shit im talking right now but
all i know is that
im still trying to move on like u did
it look easy
but its hard
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it never happened
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tell me something that i dont know please.
i could only watch u from far.
no guts to go n say hi
coz i'm afraid u would run away
happy for u that he take good care of u
must be fun, doing things together with him right
gym dinner movie
if its not bout me, then who else?
us? as far as im concern, its history. right?
u've move on
for me, ur not changing
those dress, long hair etc
its the same
the same girl that
i once fall in love before this
u smile u laugh
no more tears
no more sadness
it was my fault
i was too focusing on changing u to be someone else
until it was too late for me
to realize that
it was me that change
not to relate to the relation
between me n aya or my ex meme
we're friend
both is just friend
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when i was your man
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Khamis, 25 April 2013
next chapter
i am the one to be blame for everything that happened between us. i didnt give u enough attention. it was me that full of flaws. i neglect everything bout u. i forgot when was the first time we met. when was the first time we spend the night out. i never focused to any ur talk. sorry bout that. its not u baby, it was me. it was me that doesnt want to cut off my relation with those girls that u were afraid of. my ex,my sister. im sorry. now they are happy with their life. aya is happy with her boyfriend now. they'll getting engaged this Hari Raya. my ex is now struggling to finish her study. she's happy n eager to finish degree on time.
i hope u too can finish ur study on time. wellington is waiting for u. a bright future n a promising happy ending is near. patient is all u need. u'll be fine n happy ever after will come along with u n him. i know u can and i know that day u were wishing will come one day. u were right, its not that hard to move on. u choose to be happy. it was me that let ur hand go. it was me that doesnt want to stay. so u choose him instead. hurt at first but now im ok with that. everything that happened got its own reason. u, urself know what d reason is. i dont. maybe Allah wanna show that im not the one. im sorry for being ur first. i'll be bringing the sin till i die. but please halalkan everything except for that. im trully am sorry. hate me forever, i dont mind.
one more semester n i'll be gone forever. :) doing my best to get out of here as soon as possible. u r one of the best memory i tend not delete forever. i'll keep it safe deep in mind. everything is beautiful bout u. not us but u. stay strong sayang, Allah is preparing something better for u in future. just dont loose hope to Him. im surrounded by strong women. u are one of them. despite all those pressure, tension, u managed to stay strong n live life to ur fullest. i respect u much bout that. keep it up. may Allah blessed u with what ever u are doing right now.
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Selasa, 23 April 2013
Selasa, 9 April 2013
Saint of My Life
Good night good night my little angel
Good night good night my little ones
Spread your wings and fly
Away to your dreams
When you're sleep I'm on your side
When you're awake I'll be there still
Close your eyes, put a smile on your face...
Don't be scared 'coz
I'll be there to hold you tight
You're the king, you're the queen
You're saint of my life
And when the world is trembling
Down don't you cry coz there's nothing, nothing
That will keep us apart...
Sing with me my little darling
Sing along to this lullabies
Pick the moon kiss the star so good night
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Sabtu, 6 April 2013
everything that happened between us
happened for its own reason
all those provocation
the tweet
the blogpost
the chats
everything
i know, u are the type
who cannot get mad or hate people easily
despite all ur words, cursing and stuff
deep inside, u are soft
if we still keep in touch
contacting each other
im afraid i cant do anything but just hoping
hoping that one day
you will come back to me
but that aint gonna happen
i know
lucky u, get to move on so quick
he'll stay for u
provoking u to hate me
please keep on hating
u are doing it great
im the sinner
i dont deserve any forgiveness
i got 1 more semester left
all i want is to finish it as quick as possible
so that u wont be seing me around anymore
i'll vanish from u forever
just 1 more semester
u might read this or u might not
u might take this as bullshit
i dont mind whatever thought crossed on ur mind
because
either both, nothing is changing
between us
keep up the hating
all those hatred
bash it on my face
all the best for u Faeznur Farok
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Ahad, 31 Mac 2013
Khamis, 28 Mac 2013
i wish
i wish
i change
i wish
i realize
before it was too late
i wish
u are happy
i wish
u get what u want most
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Sabtu, 23 Mac 2013
H.U.J.A.N
turun membasahi hati yang tandus
seakan tahu sakit di hati
seakan turut meratapi
turun membasahi bumi Skudai
tempat jatuh bangun
tempat kasih dendam
pasti kau suka
pasti kau gembira
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those feelings
i hate the fact that im still in love with you
everything in johor remind me of you
thought of running away
feels like being chased by fact
that we are not together anymore
fucked up
depression
but at the time
trying the hardest to carve a smile
praying and hoping
for your happiness
i'm sorry
for hurting you over and over again
i'm sorry
for doing stupid things
i'm sorry
for everything that happened between us
he will stay with you
i know he will
eventually you will be happy forever after
i know you will
he's your new griffin now
he's your new life star
he's your new guardian
i miss you though
please forgive me
please pray that i will disappeared
out of your sight
forever
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Khamis, 21 Mac 2013
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Bukan Untukmu
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Selasa, 19 Mac 2013
akhir kalam
tak ada apa nak tanya dah
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Jumaat, 1 Mac 2013
sorry for wasting your time
all those time
here and there
yes
it was me that decide that you have to move on
it was me that started all of this
nope
you never mention about being single or not having other guy
ever again in your life
not even once those words come out from your mouth
yes
it was me that make the assumption
it was me that make the conclusion
nope
you have the right to be happy
you choose to be happy
that why you move on that fast
sorry for wasting your time
all those time
here and there
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Khamis, 28 Februari 2013
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i am sorry for everything
there are time where i wish that, we can remain friend
laugh with joy
like the first time we met at McD
we talk like hours
i was really happy that time
to get to know someone like you
then we move on to the next stage
you thought that i was the one
though i insist at first
but somehow, i made up my mind
to be with you
its worth trying
and it really worth it
but then things started to change
i mean me
its not you
it was me
i dont know what change me
nothing has to do with Aya or my ex or any girl that you always thought
it was me
not you
you have give your best
your loyalty
i am loyal to you
but maybe because of my relation with those girl
how i treat them
making you feel insecure
i am sorry
last night
i was thinking that
maybe its best for us
to stay friend
until the time has really come
for me to ask you in hand
its better to be in that way
i think
i wont be hurting you over and over again
but then
i still ask you to gimme one last chance
because i know, if we are not together
there wont be US in future anymore
because i know that for you
there is no such thing as being friend with your ex
but then, i am still determine to ask you in hand
when the time has come
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aku toleh ke belakang
senyum aku sendiri
melihat cerita yang berlalu pergi
baik dan buruk
pahit dan manis
senyum aku sendiri
hal kau dan aku
ku rangkul erat
jauh dalam sudut hati
senyum aku sendiri
termenung ke hadapan
kabur pandangan ku
terasa waktu berlalu perlahan
terkenang hal kau dan aku
kabur pandangan ku
cuba lupa hal kau dan dia
sayu hati
tersedar dari lamunan
aku toleh kiri dan kanan
rupanya aku masih disini
sejenak ku berfikir
kesudahannya
hal yang berlalu
hal yang mendatang
buntu
ku berdoa
agar kau bahagia
disamping dia
ku berdoa
agar aku masih punya peluang
di kemudian hari
ku berdoa
agar kita kembali bersatu
suatu hari nanti
maafkan aku sayang
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Selasa, 26 Februari 2013
Isnin, 25 Februari 2013
moving on
my heart was pounding hard
everything looks blur
cant even dare to lift my head up
when noticing that you are moving on
with him
he's been waiting for you all this while
sorry for wasting your love and time
for someone like me
i guess i really hurt you badly
thank you for everything
you've been very nice to me all the time
i'm sorry for the sin i did
good night my dear
the memories will always be there
salam
p/s : i love you always
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madah marah padah
kecewa dengan diri sendiri
malu dengan diri sendiri
disebabkan perbuatan diri sendiri
hilang kawan
hilang kekasih
hilang peluang
tapi aku tak curang
tapi aku yang salah
tapi aku terhimpit
diluah mati kawan
ditelan mati kekasih
dikemam mati lah aku
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Ahad, 13 Januari 2013
my sin
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